When did you recognize that you were being lied to? Was there a specific time or cause for your awakening?
References
Searching for Sugar Man
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2125608/
Manipulation of Human Behavior
https://www.voltairenet.org/IMG/pdf
/Biderman_Manipulation_of_Human_Behaviour.pdf
Joost Meerloo Rape of the Mind
https://archive.org/details/joost-meerloo-rape-of-the-mind